Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I Really Have No Control

I often feel guilty when I encounter someone who has breast cancer at a later stage than me. Its a feeling of "what right do you have to call this a crisis in your life at stage 1 grade 3 when so and so is at Stage 3." It's not that I feel bad about having had cancer it's that I feel good about my out comes. It's that it could have been so much worst, but it wasn't, and it makes me feel grateful and happy while others are fighting not to die. We are doing similar treatments, but for different reasons, mine are preventative and theirs are necessity to kill the cancer they still have. I know I have no control over any of that. I do know that I need to find a way to help others and intend to do so however I can!! <3

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